Redemption: Part III

III.

When I heard the doorbell ring I figured I was finally going to see what I was so desperately curious to see. My only regret was that I couldn’t smoke in the closet. I mean I probably should have smoked one or two more before I went into action, but then again, there really wasn’t all that much time to think about those things. So besides really wanting a cigarette, and, to be truthful, not having any beer, I was pretty well set for what I guess you could call a peep show, although at the time, it really didn’t seem all that twisted, I mean when it was happening and all. Anyway it didn’t take long for the guy and Joyce to get into the bedroom, but it wasn’t anything like I thought it was going to be at all. First of all, I could see pretty good on account of I left the closet door cracked enough to look out, and they didn’t bother turning the lights out, but, for what was going on, they didn’t really need to be in the dark. I mean the guy was mostly mean. First he told Joyce to take her cloths off and to hurry up about it. Then he made her open his pants and kind of pushed her head into his crotch. I mean Joyce didn’t really fight or anything, but you could tell she wasn’t all animal about it like the girls in the porn films either. It was more like she just did it because she was supposed to. Then, after about five minutes of that, the guy, still mostly dressed, told her to get on the bed. He climbed on top of her, and she just sort of laid there with her head turned away from me while he finished. He didn’t make any noises, and she didn’t either. Afterwards, he stood up, buckled his pants, and said how he’d better get out before Frank came back. Joyce just sat up, grabbed what looked like Frank’s bathrobe and covered herself. When the guy was ready, she followed him out of the room. I really wanted a cigarette by then and if it wasn’t for Josh finding out, I think I would have lit up. I mean the whole thing was kind of gross by that time.